I started off on yet another "raw adventure" this past Monday but it feels completely different this time...so different that I'm almost afraid to talk about it for fear of losing the change that's occuring in me! Food is my main addiction and it has been since I was a teenager. My experience with bulimia and dieting in high school was just the beginning. Now, I feel much healthier than before, but it is still there...lurking in deep and dark corners just waiting to jump out and take control. It wins...a lot. Hence the extra weight I have always carried even while living a complete living foods lifestyle. It doesn't really matter what you eat...your food shadows show up with every diet. Raw foods does seem to stabalize them for a while but I've always had problems maintaining. My habitual reaction is to binge and purge...or binge and fast...not the healthiest, and not what I'm looking for in my relationship with food. That's a little history so now onto the inspiration~